feeling worn out and exhausted! but wanted to put some fingers to keys 2nite - I feel horrible still! I feel fractured inside! and more than anything the desire to self harm is there! I just cant whilst here at my mums! the desire for sunday to come so I can go home and selfharm is soooooo strong! althou I still have a birthday cake to make for my brothers 21st!
I cant even put in words how I feel now - so numb is a good word!
g'night world
lou signing out
xxxx
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