What a bad day!

What a bad day! first i took my medication too late last night and spent the morning sleeping! had to get up as agreed to pick my partner - Carol up from work and take her and her work friend to Chelmsford! What a nightmare - I never plan my journey as I call Carol my 'Sat Nav' - she has lost that title! We got lost and after lots of rights and lefts and guessing, we stopped and asked a 'random' and eventually found our way there.
We also found our way back to Harlow - how? I will never know! but I'm sure it had something to do with the fact I ignored Carol and drove my way! LOL! Picked up Carols dad - and I always forget to get some earplugs when having him sit next to me in the front of the car. He can't help being deaf but he forgets his hearing aids on nearly every occasion.
Shopping over - ASDA as getting clever - everything is a pound and has anyone else noticed that you think 'its only another pound' then you get to the till and the shopping turns into 60(only a) pound!!!
Home. Grumpy. Arguement with Carol. Why am I always wrong!? is it because I have a mental health issue or is it because I have such poor regard for myself? Or am I always wrong? Answers below please! LOL! I love Carol and anything I say on here is me venting so please don't get the wrong idea about her - she is a wonderful person who cares for me in both my mental and physical state and loves me despite these issues! Poor Cow! LOL!!!
It leads me to worrying about why I always feel like I am in the wrong - whoever I argue or come up against! I don't have a great view of myself and I hope through my therapy that i can start to readdress my confidence issues! I think I have started because I would never have tried to sell my art if I wasn't a little confident about it! i must share some artwork with this blog from time to time!
My evening has started - as per usual with Carol in bed playing games and usually on here - however on this occasion i have stolen the Laptop! I feel the need to put a large MWWHHAAAHHAHAHA in here! I have been trying to sew square 2 and 3 for my 'Art of Quilting' Quilt. Im a sloppy sewer but trying to learn new skills by handstitching a quilt using a magazine outline! Its started is all I can say!

 I am sitting with my soulmate - Bailey beside me! I must comment that Bailey is a cat - a new  addition to our family and the oldest of the four cats we now own/look after/dictated to by. I digress. I sit with a 10ml syringe of the NHS best oral morphine in front of me, tempting me with the feeling of painlessness, and my artwork. On one hand I could take tonights morphine and then sew or sew then take the morphine. I spose it depends on how well I want the quilt to turn out.
Photos to follow - then you will have your answers on what came first! the morphine or the sewing! Night all x